春天，一场盛大的治愈

阳光一寸一寸地暖过来，风一天一天地软下去，草一针一针地绣满大地。等你察觉时，心里那块冰，已经化成了春水。玉兰试着呼吸，老柳说着悄悄话，原来治愈是这样发生的。

窗外的玉兰，昨天看还是一树毛茸茸的花苞，像攒紧的灰绿色小拳头。今早推窗，最朝阳的那几朵已经裂开了口子，露出里头一抹白——不是死白，是润的、活的，像新生儿微微张开的手指。

我决定下楼走走。

出了楼门，才知道阳光有多好。它不像夏日那样烫人，也不像秋阳那样清高，只是温温地、软软地铺下来，像母亲的手，把万物都摸了一遍。风也改了脾气，从脸上拂过时，不再是刀子，倒像丝绸的边角，不经意地撩一下，又撩一下。几个老人坐在长椅上，眯着眼，一动不动，像在日光里打着盹的猫。

沿着小径走，才发觉这场治愈有多么细致。每一寸泥土都在松动，湿漉漉的，冒着热气；草芽从去岁的枯叶底下钻出来，嫩得仿佛一碰就要出水；迎春花还没大开，但那些星星点点的黄，已经迫不及待地缀在枝条上。一只蜜蜂嗡嗡地飞过，绕了两圈，又往别处去了——它也在寻，也在等。

最动人心的是那几株老柳。远远看去，树冠上氤氲着一团鹅黄的雾气，朦朦胧胧的，像是刚从冬眠里醒来，还没睁开眼。走近了看，才知道那雾气原是千万粒新芽，密密地排着，每一粒都饱胀得发亮。风一来，整棵树便轻轻摇动，那些鹅黄的光点便闪烁起来，明明灭灭的，像在说着什么悄悄话。

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我站在树下，忽然觉得自己也被看见了。这整个冬天蜷缩着的、紧绷着的那部分，不知什么时候松开了。原来治愈是这样发生的。

不是轰轰烈烈的改造，只是阳光一寸一寸地暖过来，风一天一天地软下去，草一针一针地绣满大地。等你察觉时，心里那块冰，已经化成了春水。

往回走时，又经过那几株玉兰。才一会儿工夫，那几朵白的又张开了一些，像在试着呼吸这春天的空气。再过几天，它们就要轰轰烈烈地开了。

我想，到那时，我也该更好了。